chaos in my stars

I’m afraid I’m living too fast
I’m afraid I’m not living at all
Sun rises and sun sets
And it seems like the same as before
Days go by as my eyes blink
Thousands of times, thousands of days
Sun rises and sun sets
And I’m not living at all

It’s dark, it’s always dark
It’s the space between rising and setting
It’s falling.
I’m falling out of line
Out of course
Out of life.
Stuck. Grasping at nothing to hold.
Stuck in the night, slipping through the stars
I’m afraid I’m living too fast

Days wear off quickly
Nights burn out even faster.
I feel myself wearing off, burning down
I’m afraid I’m living too fast
I’m afraid I’m not living at all...